Is it OK to dream....

I've currently got my heart set on something... something that I want more than any other item right now... It's big and expensive though... it's a townhouse... I can so see myself living there and loving it and so can mother.. I've walked through it more times than you can imagine. I don't know that I will get it though.. I keep trying to figure it out... I thought at first it might be overpriced... but my friend Patty has been exploring all the other condos and townhouses in the area and they are by far more expensive and the quality is not near as good. So at least I know I'm not dreaming about junk!! Someone made me feel the other night that I was wrong to dream... but last night as I was walking out of the hospital and Gary, one of the RT guys, was walking with me... he said something to me that I want to hold on to. He said, "It's a good thing to dream and there's nothing wrong with dreaming." I think I'll keep dreaming... even if it does absolutely devastate me or break my heart in the end. I've been praying hard about this because I think God understands how badly mother and I need this and how perfect it would be for us. Until then... I'll keep dreaming and praying...

J.