Today...

As I sit here typing I look out into the darkness outside. I can see little white snowflakes falling. I love snow. I always find that these times away remind me of who I am and where I am heading. I forget in all the hustle and bustle who I am supposed to be letting guide my life and I take that control over. It's usually a disaster when I do. I have been better about that lately. I was sad a week ago when I realized I wouldn't be able to go to church for a while but there has to be some reason for it. This week has been a week of decisions. I did not feel peace about transferring to CCU right now. I am going to stay put on 400 South for now and rather than take on more classes at work I'm going to try and get involved more at church. I'm going to make a couple phone calls when I get home and hopefully that will plug me in more. I was reminded last week of our ragamuffin retreats. What good memories. I needed to be reminded of my ragamuffin self. I'm looking forward to seeing what is going to come next because right now I have no clue where I'm headed but that's okay.

J.