Life as I Know It...

Life as I know it has changed drastically. For the longest time everything new awed me and I thought that I could ignore God and try all these new things and then just pick up wherever I left off. I'm not sure that makes sense. It does to me but it may not to my blogging people reading this. I realized about a year ago when I was at the beach in the peace and silence of that roof top porch at Holden Beach that God doesn't want to sit back and watch me live my life. At my house, you can see stars but you can't see the Milky Way, at Holden Beach you can see so many stars and the Milky Way. I felt God there and I hadn't felt that in a long time. I was on a path that didn't lead me toward God. I realize more now than I ever did that Jesus didn't get up on that cross so that I could do whatever I wanted and only include Him in my life when it is convenient. I need to commit to Him in everything that I do... that's easy to say but harder to do. I want to do that though. I will blog more later.

J.